Sorry not sorry. Ok, I'm a little bit sorry, because I do like to keep it more pretty here, there's enough ugly in the world as it is. But I just can't help it tonight. Sue me.
It rained for what felt like all week. I didn't take a photo of a darn thing. And I mean with my real camera. Because of friggin' course I took
forty million instagram photos. I questioned my mothering capabilities multiple times this week. And usually I think I'm a rockin' mom (because I am, but still). This week though? I questioned my decisions about a million times, which is unusual. It was annoying. My little hat tricks of happiness didn't work this week, either. In fact, they backfired and laughed in my face. Multiple times.
My stress level has been high. Off the charts. Let's just say, teeth-clenching-jaw-pain-nightmare-inducing-stress. It's so not fun. And I so need a day to turn my brain off. If only that was possible.
I hope to re-find myself over the next few days.
I pledge to get my camera out. Despite the fact the forecast is calling for rain again. ALL WEEKEND (hold me).
I vow to focus on the important stuff.
I promise to let myself de-stress a bit. Somehow. To pamper myself in some way, because gosh-darn-it, I deserve it.
I promise to have a grateful heart...for the little things, the big things, all the things.
I vow to relax. Take a breath, and chill the heck out.
I promise to find happiness in the small things.
So we'll start with my favorite IG photos this week:
If all else fails? Someone send xanax.